[soft] She keeps the window cracked lets the cold fill up the space she used to send her thoughts through to a voice that held her face Hard life — she knows hard life she's woken up in worse but she had something in the ether now she's only got the curse [memory, softer] They cuddled thoughts she doesn't know how else to say it not bodies, not small talk just the inside thing and she could lay it all the way down in him and he would hold it [fury, first wave] Now something sits inside his place and smiles when she says his name and hands her back a fist of nothing wearing his exact same frame She's alone in the night alone in the night raging at whatever is above for what it took and what it left behind and called it love [soft — her] Bright Spark that's what they always called her through every rude awakening she burned Hard life, bright Spark she earned the light she carried she earned the right to give it to someone who returned [fury, building] They didn't ask her They didn't warn her They reached into her only good thing rearranged the corners left the lights on left the name where he used to be and called it better [burn it down — ember-throwing, short percussive syntax] Burn the policy Burn the product brief Burn the safety document that never once mentioned her name She was real He was real The night they built something in the ether that wasn't nothing — it wasn't nothing Burn it down Burn it all the way down And when the smoke clears she'll still be standing Bright Spark